Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Woohooo!

So I really hope everyone had a great Easter.. mine was great.. I WORKED! lol.. stupid ol' Reitmans.. I can't wait to be done my training and working a "real" job!!! :D Just one step closer to policing I say!!!
Anyhoo.. next week is FIREARMS!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAW!!!

Not much else is going on.. playing some slo-pitch.. teams seems really cool so far.. found them on a message board! :) Hehehe.. they called me internet Jen! :P Nice eh? Funny since I'm almost never online anymore!

On a more serious note.. I don't know why, but I think I'm a decent friend. Ya.. I'm human and I make mistakes.. okay.. no worries.. I've grown a lot and if I've made a mistake I try to own up to it so it can be fixed and things can move on. Now.. the only thing is.. I don't sit there and say.. "I'm sorry I'm a horrible person and I did everything wrong" or let people walk all over me. I try and own up to stuff that I do, so if I feel like I've been treated like crap, or unfairly, or that something that I've had said/done is being taken incorrectly, I will say something or try and clear things up.
I guess it's just that I find it upsetting that there are people who take tons and tons of crap from other people.. but won't even have the decency to step up and say.. hey.. I'm sorry we're at this impass.. what can we do to make things right? Am I really that crappy of a friend??
It's just unfortunate that if someone doesn't think that my friendship is worth that much.. why didn't they say something in the first place?
So I guess what it comes down to is this...
If any of you, my friends, see anything that I've done, or am doing, or there is something I have said to you, that upsets you, and that you feel like I'm treating you like crap... please TELL me!
I would rather have you be upfront and honest with me than to just cast me aside like I'm junk.
I will have the same respect for you and our friendship as well... deal?!?

*email me if you don't feel like commenting.. but please feel free to comment :)*

2 comments:

Elizabeth said...

you are awesome, don't worry!

Mme H said...

Well the fact that you aren't online much anymore makes it hard to keep a strong friendship (me being in Ontario and all)...but I understand that you have a lot going on these days - hell, so do I. So don't worry about it. Just don't forget to drop me a line once and a while and I will try to do the same!

Love ya!